In time.
You will learn to forget everything.
He’s the oxygen I breathe in and the carbon dioxide I breathe out.
Shivers.
They crawl all over my body. Just his voice can bring them about.
Time.
Flies by so rapidly with him near. We spend the day together but it only feels like a minutes and it tears my heart into pieces. I can’t seem to be with him enough.
Close
As the day draws nearer, I tremble with excitement and lament. I want this experience, to be independent and on my own if only for a while. At the same time, I can’t leave. My life has just become renewed; new faces, new places, new love. I have become acquainted with an old familiar face that brings about fierce memories of my apparently more youthful days. He stirs the flames in my heart like no one else could and like no one else had before. I want to take him with me. I wish to stow him away and fly with him in the air, above the ground, away from the restraints of our small town. Maybe someday we will travel together and finally live but, for now, I can only wait.
“You’re fucking awesome!”
— This one boy I sit in my front yard with.
Ow.
An old ache has appeared by my side and looks me straight in the eyes. And now I’m shaking.
I screwed things up again.
Who’da thunk it. …
Should there be a question mark there? Oh well.
Pretty Pictures.
This boy sure takes some nice ones.
Justin Williams be his name.
