October 2010
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In time.
You will learn to forget everything.
September 2010
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July 2010
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Shivers.
They crawl all over my body. Just his voice can bring them about.
Time.
Flies by so rapidly with him near. We spend the day together but it only feels like a minutes and it tears my heart into pieces. I can’t seem to be with him enough.
June 2010
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As the day draws nearer, I tremble with excitement and lament. I want this experience, to be independent and on my own if only for a while. At the same time, I can’t leave. My life has just become renewed; new faces, new places, new love. I have become acquainted with an old familiar face that brings about fierce memories of my apparently more youthful days. He stirs the flames in my heart...
“You’re fucking awesome!”
– This one boy I sit in my front yard with.
Ow.
An old ache has appeared by my side and looks me straight in the eyes. And now I’m shaking.
I screwed things up again.
Who’da thunk it. …
Should there be a question mark there? Oh well.
Pretty Pictures. →
This boy sure takes some nice ones.
Justin Williams be his name.
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Hi, my name is: Jessie, but you can call me anything you like.
Never in my life have I been: Flown on an aeroplane, or an airplane, for that matter.
The one person who can drive me nuts is: The guy I like.
When I’m nervous: I fidget. A Lot.
The last song I listened to was: That one Muse song that sounds like you’re riding a horse. You know the one.
If I were to get married right now...
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Bliss
Quite possibly the best experience I’ve ever had was holding his hand in the movie theater. I don’t remember the movie exactly, but I didn’t care for it much in the first place.
I know he wanted to be subtle and slowly edge his hand towards mine, as if he didn’t mean to, but I saw his every move. He’s so nervous, it almost makes me laugh. But that would be...
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This day is cast with a depressing undertone. He let be known his feelings for me yesterday and I felt as though I could soar. But my happiness is laced with bitter. He won’t be attending school here for our senior year. He’ll be leaving.
It’s the last day of school, and I’ll never see him again. My internal thoughts of him are wretching my heart. How I long to turn back...
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Back In Your Head by Tegan and Sara.
Dear God, I...
TOM MOTHERFUCKING FELTON JUST WON BEST GODDAMN...
withloveparis:
mylovelyother:
imarriedinthesun:
harryfuckingpotter:
I WILL SLEEP HAPPILY TONIGHT.
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Please
I see you and I know you see me. Why won’t you speak? I openly ache for you and yet you make no move towards me. Do I frighten you so? Will you never love me all through? I beg of you. Take me as I am. Encompass me, enclose upon me. Kiss my tear stained cheeks. Be one with me. For all I need is you, here with me, to be utterly and completely content.
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Waiting by City and Colour.
I need this song to...
"Would you?"
I’ve froze at his question. He lays his hand upon mine and turns my face towards his. He stares into me and sees my core, the essence of my being, and he does not reject me. I’ve known what my answer was going to be the moment I met him, but I can’t bring myself to say the words. I don’t believe that this is real; it can’t be real. This is a sick joke. But, his eyes...
February 2010
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A light in my classroom is flickering. No one seems to notice but me. It’s bothersome to me and I can’t look away.
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3rd period.
Psychology — What can I say about this class? It’s the easiest class I have. The teacher doesn’t really care about what you do, as long as you pass the 10 question quiz at the end of the week. We’ve spent all week watching Rainman, which means I’ve been sleeping or doing homework for my other classes. Even the teacher had taken a little nap or two.
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2nd period.
Advanced Placement United States History — What can I say about this class. That it’s grueling, intense, and incredibly painstaking? I could, it’s definitely true. But then again, it is my fault that I’m in that class anyways. I thought that if I took this class, then I’ll just take the exam at the end of the year and obviously pass, and then get college credit before...
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1st period.
Chemistry — I’ve sat in the class almost every day since September and I’ve hardly learned a thing. And it’s not from lack of trying. The teacher isn’t a bad one. She’s actually quite nice. She tries to concern herself with the problems of her students and help them, but it doesn’t usually ever work. So I sit in there, begging myself in my head to remember...
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Today was at most an average day. I didn’t expect much when I woke up this morning. I only got about 3 hours of sleep last night. And you know what they say about a good night’s sleep. My headache only lasted until 10. During 3rd period. But I don’t need to pay much attention to Psychology. Thank god in AP US History we had a substitute. I was not looking forward to that class....
Reblog if you've read all 7 Harry Potter books.
300am:
hihievet:
maeveytresh:
amberhope:
yerawizardharry:
okaylove:
ilfoot:
You win at life.
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The White Stripes — The Hardest Button to...
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Spent all day at the Carrot Festival. It poured rain in the desert. I had a light sweater. Life from that moment was miserable. And now with the fireplace ablaze, I can breathe again.
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Shiny Toy Guns — I Promised You Walls
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television.
I remember my favorite show when I was younger.
It was amazing. And the movie, Serenity, was just as great.
And since I loved the show, of course it had to get canceled.
12:36 P.M.
I can finally attempt to go to sleep.
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Cake — Frank Sinatra
Modest Mouse — Tiny Cities Made of Ashes
“Fly with me,
Forget the past.
We can build the future
In steel and brass....”
– The Clockwork Dolls.
If a picture is worth a thousand words, then how much is a picture of a picture worth?
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